Happy Birthday


Yesterday my oldest son turned 29. It’s hard to believe that next year he’s going to be 30. I have a child who will be 30. It feels like just yesterday I was the one turning 30, and now I have a child that will be 30 in a year!

I was 17 when I had Jeff, got married at the age of Continue reading

Back in session


Sophie and Sarah have been in school for a few weeks now. The above pic is from their first day.  It feels strange having only two in school now.  Sophie is a Freshman and Sarah is in 4th grade.  They seem to both be doing well in school so far.  Sophie had school pictures done today.  Surprisingly, Continue reading

Flashback Park


Retrieving memories before you have any verbal skills is odd to say the least. I have no idea why my mind must torture me so.  Seeing things but not being able to put words to it, just feelings, really sucks. I’m so very thankful I’m in therapy. I can’t even imagine how a person would handle this part of their recovery Continue reading

Antisocial much?


I find myself becoming more and more antisocial. This concerns me a bit. I was once a social butterfly. I loved people, and it was nothing for me to start a conversation with a perfect stranger. Now, not so much. I find that I don’t particularly like people and I’m borderline, if not downright rude to people. I don’t mean to be, I just don’t seem to have a filter anymore.
With each mini stroke I have, more of my personality seems to be altered. I’m Continue reading