Things are changing faster than I care for. Brian has a girlfriend. So many conflicting emotions about that. My court date for disability is August 15th…please send whatever good energies/prayers you can spare my way. I needto win. I can’t support my girls on piddle child support.
I don’t think I’ve ever been as poor as I am now. It’s bad… real bad.
I wanted change. Well, I got it! I’m not handling it well. School starts on the 23rd of this month. Only two kids going back this year. To much change to quickly for me and I’m not sure I can handle it all. I keep it all to myself. I don’t like to complain. Not even to my therapist. Strange, I know. *shrugs*
I’m still not sleeping well. I’ve tried different things. My mind won’t shut down. I’m beginning to wonder if the struggle will ever end. It’s getting to be too much.
Until next time ;