Things are changing

Things are changing faster than I care for.  Brian has a girlfriend.  So many conflicting emotions about that.  My court date for disability is August 15th…please send whatever good energies/prayers you can spare my way. I needto win. I can’t support my girls on piddle child support.

I don’t think I’ve ever been as poor as I am now.  It’s bad… real bad.
I wanted change. Well, I got it! I’m not handling it well. School starts on  the 23rd of this month.  Only two kids going back this year. To much change to quickly for me and I’m not sure I can handle it all.   I keep it all to myself. I don’t like to complain. Not even to my therapist. Strange, I know. *shrugs*

I’m still not sleeping well. I’ve tried different things. My mind won’t shut down.  I’m beginning to wonder if the struggle will ever end.  It’s getting to be too much.

Until next time ;

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  1. Change is scary – even good changes are scary. I can’t believe another woman out there would want Brian…but in a way this is also good for you. However, it’s insulting and disrespectful of him. It would piss me off even if I was glad. Your therapist is there to listen so COMPLAIN. I have everything crossed for your disability to go through. Hugs

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