Do you know where you bed is?

It’s 5:30am and I’m still awake. I don’t like this one bit.  I think this is where  I hold my breath and stomp my foot.  I suppose maybe if someone was awake I might do that *giggles*. They would then for sure have no doubt I’ve lost my mind. 😉 I’ve got good news, Please

Back in session

Sophie and Sarah have been in school for a few weeks now. The above pic is from their first day.  It feels strange having only two in school now.  Sophie is a Freshman and Sarah is in 4th grade.  They seem to both be doing well in school so far.  Sophie had school pictures done

I feel a migraine

I feel a migraine coming on. I talked to my lawyer on Monday and found out that I won’t hear anything back about disability payments for 3-6 months. Please follow and like us:0

Flashback Park

Retrieving memories before you have any verbal skills is odd to say the least. I have no idea why my mind must torture me so.  Seeing things but not being able to put words to it, just feelings, really sucks. I’m so very thankful I’m in therapy. I can’t even imagine how a person would

Antisocial much?

I find myself becoming more and more antisocial. This concerns me a bit. I was once a social butterfly. I loved people, and it was nothing for me to start a conversation with a perfect stranger. Now, not so much. I find that I don’t particularly like people and I’m borderline, if not downright rude


Has your body ever hurt so bad that it hurt to sleep? That’s where I am.  It always hurts to sleep but more so now.  We’ve been so busy over the last few days. My body finally said “bitch, you’re done”.  Sunday the girls got their haircuts.  Please follow and like us:0

It’s 5am have you slept yet?

It’s 5am and I haven’t been to bed yet.  I’m so tired of not being able to sleep like a normal person. I spend the entire day exhausted because I’ve gotten very little sleep. 9-10pm hits and my brain starts racing and it’s on with no shut off switch in sight.  *sighs* School starts on

Things are changing

Things are changing faster than I care for.  Brian has a girlfriend.  So many conflicting emotions about that.  My court date for disability is August 15th…please send whatever good energies/prayers you can spare my way. I need Please follow and like us:0


I’ve been having flashbacks of my childhood over the last few weeks. Memory’s I’ve repressed, come pouring in great detail when I have a quiet moment to myself.   I don’t like it one bit.  It’s like reliving it all over again but in a few minutes. Leaves me feeling raw, exposed, empty, and alone. Makes

No luck at all

If it wasn’t for bad luck I wouldn’t have any luck at all.  This is me being positive. *sighs* Emma’s car died today. She needs a new radiator and she can’t drive it without it overheating. Unfortunately she needs a new one. She’s been ride to the store Please follow and like us:0