Retrieving memories before you have any verbal skills is odd to say the least. I have no idea why my mind must torture me so. Seeing things but not being able to put words to it, just feelings, really sucks. I’m so very thankful I’m in therapy. I can’t even imagine how a person would handle this part of their recovery Continue reading
I’ve been having flashbacks of my childhood over the last few weeks. Memory’s I’ve repressed, come pouring in great detail when I have a quiet moment to myself. I don’t like it one bit. It’s like reliving it all over again but in a few minutes. Leaves me feeling raw, exposed, empty, and alone.
Makes me wonder why no one stood up to help me. Why wasn’t I worth Continue reading
Wow, it’s already January 13th 2016. The last time I touched base, the countdown to Christmas had begun. Over the last month and a half, I’ve had so many things I wanted to blog. Ideas, visions, and just plain ole wanting to share things.
So comes the question why haven’t I been back before now? An honest answer is for a number of reasons yet at the same time no reason.
Summer 2015 flew by. It seems like the kiddos just started summer vacation. The 2015-2016 school year starts today. For the most part everyone is looking forward to going to school. One of my girls will be starting a new school. With a new school, also comes a small case of nerves. I’m sure all will go well.
I don’t remember a summer flying by as fast as this one. Maybe it’s because I’m older.