It’s 5am have you slept yet?


It’s 5am and I haven’t been to bed yet.  I’m so tired of not being able to sleep like a normal person. I spend the entire day exhausted because I’ve gotten very little sleep. 9-10pm hits and my brain starts racing and it’s on with no shut off switch in sight.  *sighs*

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I’ve been having flashbacks of my childhood over the last few weeks. Memory’s I’ve repressed, come pouring in great detail when I have a quiet moment to myself.   I don’t like it one bit.  It’s like reliving it all over again but in a few minutes. Leaves me feeling raw, exposed, empty, and alone.

Makes me wonder  why no one stood up to help me.  Why wasn’t I worth Continue reading

No luck at all


If it wasn’t for bad luck I wouldn’t have any luck at all.  This is me being positive. *sighs*

Emma’s car died today. She needs a new radiator and she can’t drive it without it overheating. Unfortunately she needs a new one.
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Out of the Fog


Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder or C-PTSD for short. Check out this site Out of the Fog for more information. This is of course just one site of many.

Their are a few family members that don’t want me talking about my experiences let alone writing it in a public format.  They have no idea what this silence has cost me.
I’m going to lay a few things out. Continue reading

Wicked Appetite


Wicked Appetite (Lizzy & Diesel, #1)Wicked Appetite by Janet Evanovich
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I’ve read a lot of bad reviews for this book, but I loved it! The characters, Lizzy, Diesel, and Glo had me laughing out loud.
Imagine going through life with a natural talent for making superb cupcakes. Only to find out that maybe your natural talent might be a bit of magickal talent.
Mix magick, the main characters, a monkey and a one eyed cat and your in for a humorous adventure. By the end of this book I’m wanting to read the second book straight away. I’m looking forward to seeing where Diesel and Lizzy go from here.

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I finally took the plunge


For over a year now, everytime I logged on to my laptop I’d get a popup to download and install windows 10.  I was very leery of it as there are always so many bugs at first. As soon as my friends started making the switch I heard both good and horrible things.

As time went on I heard very few horror stories and more “I love it, and I’m so happy I made the switch”.  Even so I was still very skeptical. I only had until July to get the update  for free and I hated windows 8, and it was already June.  I weighed the pros and cons and decided to go for it.
I took a few days and backed up my pc so if something went wrong at least I wouldn’t lose my stuff. I’d just have to do a fresh install.

So here I am. I’m an official windows 10 user. Woo hooo!!! I’m rollin with the big dogs now.  
Am I in love with it? No. Do I hate it? No.  I have a few programs that were very old that no longer work. I’m bummed about that, even though I didn’t use them often. However, there is one cool feature. Her name is Cortana and she’s my newest friend. Yeah, I’m cool like that.

I was messing around earlier and thought what can I ask her today? So I came up with what I thought was going to an unanswerable question.  I was wrong and pleasantly surprised. I asked her if she could get me a new life. Well, I’ll be damned if she didn’t pull up some links on how to achieve that.
If your wondering how you can get a new life too click the link . To be truthful I didn’t really read the page. I glanced through it and was amused by the pictures. At this stage in my life it doesn’t take a lo to amuse me.

The moral of the story is this…. Change can be a good thing and it doesn’t always have to be something to fear.  Find humor in the little things.

Until next time;