As I continue to work through my PTSD, I find that I feel disposable. I look back throughout my life and there are so many people that seem to just leave and don’t look back.
When my first husband left me, I felt as if my world was ending. I was young with 3 small children. I was so completely blindsided by it.
Yesterday I was up and down with my emotions. Having PTSD and depression, there are days where I have to take it minute by minute. Yesterday was one of those days.
When I have down days, I try to look for that glimmer of light within all the darkness. That glimmer of light is always my children and grandchildren. I really think they are the reason I’m still here.
Yesterday was the first day of fall. In honor of the new season I did some redecorating. What do ya’ll think?
Yesterday was a crap day for me. I’ve been in more pain lately. Migraine, rib pain from my t-9 disc, fibromyalgia, and just the all over normal day to day pain that I suffer. It never fails that when I’m feeling bad everything goes to shit.
About a month ago, we removed a chair from my daughter’s room to toss because it had seen better days. The door was left open for just a few minutes. In those few minutes our kitty Zoey took off. This isn’t the first time she had escaped, so I wasn’t to worried at first.
A few days turned into a week. A week turned into a month.
As we live in the middle of no where we have a bit of wildlife around, so I assumed she was a goner. Yet, I still held hope that she would still show up.
It’s Thursday and so far my girls have made it through the week with a smile, no fighting, and on time! Wouldn’t it be fantastic if it lasted for the whole school year? Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, if I had a dollar for every time I wished it would go smoothly I would be the richest person alive. LOL
Summer 2015 flew by. It seems like the kiddos just started summer vacation. The 2015-2016 school year starts today. For the most part everyone is looking forward to going to school. One of my girls will be starting a new school. With a new school, also comes a small case of nerves. I’m sure all will go well.
I don’t remember a summer flying by as fast as this one. Maybe it’s because I’m older.
Greetings everyone, tis I, your favorite blogger coming at you with a new post. Yeah, I’m good like that.
While you probably won’t notice a big difference by looking at the site, I have been busy doing some housekeeping in order to make everything run as smooth as possible. I have a few more things to do on my side of things before I get all my Menu pages filled.
Grab a seat, kick off your shoes, grab your favorite beverage and stay awhile. Please don’t mind the mess as I’m still in the process of moving in.
For now you’ll find plenty of empty pages, and a whole lot of nothing. LOL
It’s hard to believe that almost 3yrs ago I purchased my own domain to launch my new blog site. I’m sure you have questions such as where have I been and why is this blog still not done. All those questions are very good, but I don’t really have a “real” reason for not blogging or getting my site done.